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Love is the slowest form of suicide.
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[04 Jun 2005|01:27am] |
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"She's No You"
They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it going on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see that your the only one I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do?
Any girl walk by, don't matter
'Cause your looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me...
[Chorus:]
She's no you... oh, no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you
I'm satisfied with the one I've got
'cause your all the girl
That I've ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you... she's no you
They got a lot of girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do,
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you
Any girl walk by, don't matter
Every time your looking better
I think your perfect
There ain't nothing I would change
She could be a super-model
Every magazine... the cover
She'll never, ever take my heart away
[Repeat chorus]
No one's ever gonna get to me
Oh, the way you do
Now baby can't you see
That you're the one... the only one
Who's ever made me feel this way?
Nothings ever coming even close
No one's ever been comparable to you
I don't want nothing I don't got
I don't need nothing but you
I can't get more than you're given me
Don't stop anything you do.
Your all that... all that, and then some
You know what... just what I need
And no girl, no place and no where
Could mean a thing to me.
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[22 Apr 2005|03:40am] |
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What have I done? was it right or was it wrong? I do not know, I miss you, but I knew that it was not right.I am sorry that it could not be how I wished it would be.I wish there was something I could say to make it better I do not wish for you to hurt.I just want to be in your life and have you in mine,why cant you accept this? love you say? that tis not love, love, you wold have kept me in your life not erased me.Why can't we be friends? why couldnt we be to begin with? we started out to fast and ended too soon.I am sorry Love.But you may as well not care you are as of now out getting drunk out of your mind and probable back to your old slutty ways. well I am glad I kept my virginity bc I know it would have been lost the longer I stayed.Please let me in...
-xox-
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[14 Apr 2005|02:31am] |
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And you love me, Do you really....Is it real,Is it feeling,Do you need me close and near,will you miss me when I'm not here.will you hold me , here and now,will you love me when I'm down....
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[24 Mar 2005|05:08am] |
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I am scared, worried, I do not know what to do , or what I am doing? What if He hurts me wha tif i hurt him oh geez so many questions.I just wanna ...............be free form obligations but at the same time i dont know what i want anymore.. ?
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[17 Mar 2005|03:51pm] |
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Concert tonight ROxy,Matty,Wayne and Me ! YEAH! I really hope it works out this time I cant wait! I am really excited about it!Its going to Rock!
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[16 Mar 2005|12:38am] |
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As empty as the sky,
as lonley as a star,
I feel so lost,
I don't know where you are.
I can't seem to grasp reality
why does every one think I am wrong
there is nowhere I'd rather be
that right there is your arms.
I miss your kisses so sweet
wishing you would remember
When you were complete
back in sweet september.
I love you take me back
shes not the one for you
Romeo,I am your juliet
I miss you, I love you.
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[12 Mar 2005|02:49am] |
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I can not handle being alone anylonger.It is driving me insane.My job just does not seem to be working out for me, I am sick of waiting on people and being yelled at, or talked about behind my back in spanish!!!I am sick of going the whole day not talking ot anyone cept getting ordered around.I justy want someone to come home to and tell me its gunna ba okay and bad days happen to every one and to hang it there and you can make it through, it will get easyer, I want some one to just hold me and love me and be with me forever.. .I just want someone to love.
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[02 Mar 2005|01:06am] |
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slowly I am piecing myself back together, because as Sex and the City once said,you are the one who rescues yourself, and I have come to believe this, in my lonely nights, and empty days, as I am trying to rescue myself from the life I have become to live. I need to change, my life, my mind, myself,.... waiting for life to sweap me up in its wings and embrace me...lift me to the skys.
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| New begginings not done yet.... |
[24 Feb 2005|08:54pm] |
I must learn from my mistakes, not chase after them in hopes of a different outcome.
But It terrifies me not to know what will come to pass. I am afaid of losing again,
I know that my fragile heart could not bare another downfall like the ones I have already endured. I will keep all my emotions inside me. I will keep all my thoughts locked in my head. I will chain the love I hold to my empty heart in hopes that it will never be thrown down at my feet again. I will learn how to overcome the pain I have felt. The pain I feel. I will not let you get to me ever again, I will not throw my life away just to make yours easier...I have already ruined mine enough for your benefit.....I have nothing, and you are left with everything....all that I had,possesed and loved, you own.
So I carry on from here, broken,thrashed,and empty..Hoping that one day I will find the strength I need to hold on. Hold on to this hopeless life that really isnt there.
Maybe I can find someone to shelter my eyes from seeing the truth. To blind me form the evil of this world...to condem my heart to love them forever-more. All I will see is the love they hold for me in their eyes,allI I will feel is the warmth of their skin holding me. All I will know is that life is now worth living now that they are living it with me...
One day I will walk this journey called life and I will know that I lived it well,No,....great.
I want to be able to look back and not regret a damn thing that I did.
I do not want to regret...ever.
Life is about risks,you hear this everywhere, it's true.If you have nothing to risk, you have nothing to live for. And if you have nothing to live for, then you might as well be dead.
Love is worth living for, worth searching for, I guess I will come to realize it is also worth all the pain it bares as well.But I have not gotten that far, I have not traveled this path.
I fear it, just as much as I resent it. I am afraid of what it may bring my way,of what may await in the shadows of time,yet to destroy me,or replenish me. I cannot yet say.
Time destroys all things, yet who is to say they are ready for their farewell?
Who can determine if something is really over?
Fate has a way of working it's magic when needed. Fate can destroy something or give it life and meaning.It is up to you weather or not to carry it through or not.
I have come to understand that time has a way of working out all things,pain,love,
past,loss. It is however up to you weather or not you accept to let it go or not. I know it is hard,but you cannot start something new with out ending something first. All begginings are born from endings, no matter the traggic case, or the happily ever after, there is no happy ending, only a new begining.
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[20 Feb 2005|02:18am] |
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I want to spend forever in your eyes
I want to sleep with you under the stars
I could spend my life loving only you
I just wish I knew who you are.
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| ROUGHT IN HELL YOU BASTARD we werent even broken up ..... |
[19 Feb 2005|05:52pm] |
Destroyer of kitty cats
I dont really know Chatney. Chatney is gorgeous. If I were alone in a room with Chatney, I would give her a soft kiss on the cheek. I think Chatney should not be grounded. Chatney needs nothing that i know of. I want to take out Chatney. Someday Chatney will be mine. Chatney reminds me of a rose blooming. Without Chatney, i wouldnt know her. lol. Memories of Chatney are unknown to me. Chatney can be weird, i guess. unknown to me is how I describe meeting Chatney. Worst thing about Chatney is that we dont already know eachother. Best thing about Chatney is she knows who chad reed is. I am talking with Chatney. Chatney does nothing too much.
Posted by Destroyer of kitty cats on Thursday, February 17, 2005 at 3:42 PM
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[13 Feb 2005|11:54pm] |
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Break up rule number one
Destroy all pictures where he looks sexy, and you look happy....
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[11 Feb 2005|11:39pm] |
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Someone breath air onto me.
Give me life after death,
I feel that I cannot breath
and my mind is a reck...
I need someone to repare my ripped out heart
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[21 Jan 2005|01:54am] |
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what can i do to make you understand that I think I love you?
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[09 Jan 2005|12:31am] |
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whats the point in living, if you have noting to live for?
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